Classes have been over for three weeks now and we're trying to get as much done as possible before Jeff leaves for Taiwan & China for 6 weeks. Right after classes ended, I headed over to help out with an STP (Summer Training Program) that Jeff was heading up and it was good to get away for 2 weeks, not thinking about wedding planning and refocusing a bit.
I've already had 3 nightmares about the night/morning of the wedding! And it's all about not having logistical stuff done! In the last one, I was like..wait..what is the date? Don't I still have time? It's been difficult not to be consumed in my mind about logistics and to-do's, even if there's not that much to do. I was convicted yesterday that just because we're trying to wise about how we budget doesn't mean that I am not becoming self-centered and missing the point in this process. I even feel this sense of entitlement- like because I'm planning for "my" wedding, I have the right to be selfish, demanding, and unloving.
Please pray for me!
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